你的幽灵再度浮现. 看来,我将永无安宁

这并不奇怪

--你来电时,恰是月亮正圆

我坐着,拿着电话

听筒里的声音,初识已是数光年之前

沦陷已经不远.

 

我记得,你双眼湛蓝,胜似青鸟

你曾说,我诗写得太糟

"你在哪里?"

"中西区一个电话亭."

十年前,我给你买过袖扣

你也送过东西给我

我们都知道

随记忆而来的,是钻石与铁锈

 

呵,你一夜成名,如今已是传奇

前所未见的天才,思想新奇的浪子

你漂泊入我怀中

仿佛海上短暂的迷航

这女孩如圣母般爱你不求回报

又如贝上的维纳斯

保护你

叫你不被世人所伤

 

我仿佛看见

你站在那儿,身边黄叶纷飞,发间挂着雪霜

我仿佛看见

华盛顿广场边

你在廉价旅馆窗前微笑

我们呼出的白气混成一片,久久不散

真的

那一刻,死而无撼

 

现在你却说

过去并不令你怀恋

文字游戏你最拿手

凡事暧昧也是你所长

那么请你告诉我

有什么词能代替怀恋

现在,我正需要暧昧的模糊

昨日重现,一切如此清晰

是的,我如此爱你

你若又给我钻石与铁锈

其中代价,我早已清偿

 

Well , I'll be damned  
Here comes your ghost again
But that's not unusual

It's just that the moon is full and you happened to call
And here I sit, hand on the telephone
Hearing a voice I'd known a couple of light years ago
Heading straight for a fall

As I remember your eyes
were bluer than robin's eggs
My poetry was lousy, you said
"Where were you calling from?"
"A booth in the Midwest"
Ten years ago I bought you some cufflinks
You brought me something
We both know what memories can bring
They bring diamond and rust

Well, you burst on the scene were already a legend
The unwatched phenomenon
The original vagabond you strayed into my arms
And there you stayed temporarily lost at sea
The Madonna was yours for free
Yes, the girl on the half shell
Could keep you unharmed

Now I see you standing with brown leaves falling all around
Snow in your hair
Now you're smiling out the window of that crummy hotel over Washington Square
Our breath comes out white cloud mingles and hangs in the air
Speaking strictly for me
We both could've died then and there

Now you're telling me you're not nostalgic
Then give me another word for it
You who're so good with words and at keeping thing vague
Cause I need some of that vagueness now
It's all come back too clearly
Yes , I love you dearly
And if you're offering me diamonds and rust
I've already paid

 

 

在youtube上看视频时突然很理解Baez...

尤其是那句"speaking strictly for me we both could've died then and there".

顶图那情景,也算[并肩]斗过,爱过,自然死而无憾.

何况...我也爱Dylan. XD

 

另...SR...if you are reading this...是否收到俺从老犹太人那里发去的邮件?

 

 

 

 

Do what we love
Earn what we deserve
All in our hearts
The marvelous nights
Happy forever

We are just together
In the name of each other
No reason why
Time has passed by
Endless friendship
Renascence for you

两年还是三年前,废墟门楣上的题字...so good to remember.
复活节能在国内的人来跑团哑!...或者...明年圣诞节开德国团?

 

----------------唧唧歪歪的分割线,心情好者退散,杜绝传染---------------

 

最近颇有些感觉academically screwed...et developmentally screwed...et socially screwed...

不想干活,不想见人,MSN上也不爱理人,唧唧歪歪症状比上个月还严重.只有看PM4时暂时不那么郁闷...(M3下次做长点吧...)

祥瑞记录如下:

被Danny Blue骗了80胖子去,折腾几天还没要回来. --真的是Danny,口音音色一摸一样,因此听力败了,被忽悠.

被喜欢的教授鄙视. --若是个臭精英学者也就罢了,大不了也鄙视他.偏偏还是个搞民粹的,又强势得一塌糊涂.T_T

害图书馆丢书,三天了还没找回来. --丢的还是自家导师写的书. 

圣诞假期出卖劳动力暂时无门. 明年要是按计划走,就穷到姥姥家. --Pound Pound Pound! Shining Bright! 俺也不在乎minimum wage...给钱就行...

刹车断了,懒得去修. --下坡时的确有一点点麻烦...

......

这些都是小事.最麻烦的是,第一次觉得脑子真.不够用,原来这感觉这么可怕.

谁来拿俺做实验把俺变聪明了吧!哪怕要和白老鼠赛跑,而且以后时效过了变得比现在还不如.

 

幸亏俺还有DW和DW,若是再emotionally screwed,就House也难救了.

好多年没有脾气这么坏了.年初求了终极实在一件大事,允了,果然出来混就要慢慢还了.

借用句鸟人电话时常用的话..."Bare with me for a second."

见俺态度不好不要哄,要抽.

But just really feel like a hug now.